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Thursday, October 15, 2026

The Midnight Hour (1985): Going Home to Byron, the Ghosts of High School, and the Halloween Movie I Missed

The Midnight Hour (1985): Going Home to Byron, the Ghosts of High School, and the Halloween Movie I Missed

By Thomas L. Vaultonburg | Zombie Logic Blog

The Midnight Hour (1985) – The Visuals – The Telltale Mind

On Friday, November 1, 1985, ABC premiered a made-for-television horror movie called The Midnight Hour. I didn't see it. I was attending a Byron Tigers football game in Byron, Illinois, the little rural community where I grew up. I wouldn't actually see the movie until roughly 2020, thirty-five years after its original broadcast. By then, the world it depicted had disappeared almost completely, and so had the version of myself who would have watched it. But something about the movie immediately transported me back to that particular moment in American history, when Ronald Reagan was president, high school football was one of the organizing principles of small-town life, and being a nerd or a geek meant something considerably different than it does today.

Last Friday, nearly forty-one years after that November night in 1985, I returned to Byron High School for another Tigers football game. It was the first time I'd attended one since that evening. The circumstances were different, of course. I was now 57 years old, the Byron Tigers had become multiple-time Illinois state football champions, and my youngest brother was the school's Activities Director. Because of his position, I had access to the building and an opportunity to explore a place that had once been such a significant part of my life. I even got to put on the tiger mascot head. Because of course I did. If someone offers you the opportunity to become a giant tiger at 57 years old, you don't spend a lot of time debating the philosophical implications.

BYRON, ILLINOIS — OCTOBER 2026



Byron Tiger mascot head

But the experience turned out to be more emotionally complicated than I expected. Returning to the school, walking through the building, and watching the football game brought back memories I hadn't thought about in decades. Some were pleasant, some less so, and some seemed to belong to a person I could barely remember being. What surprised me most was how much the school had changed. I suppose I expected to find something resembling the rural high school I attended in the early 1980s, perhaps with some renovations and new equipment. Instead, I encountered a thoroughly modern facility that seemed almost impossibly advanced compared with the institution I remembered.

The School That Time Didn't Leave Behind

There is a popular conception of small-town America as a place that has been left behind by history. We see it constantly in movies, television, political rhetoric, and nostalgic accounts of the American past. The buildings are aging, the institutions are deteriorating, and the people are supposedly clinging to a way of life that no longer exists. Sometimes that depiction is justified. Plenty of communities have suffered enormously from economic decline, population loss, and the deterioration of their public institutions. But walking through Byron High School, I found something very different.

Everything seemed top of the line. The facilities were modern, the technology was impressive, and the school appeared to have invested substantially in providing its students with resources that would have been unimaginable when I attended. In a country where so much of our public infrastructure seems to be falling apart, it was genuinely encouraging to encounter an institution that appeared to be moving forward rather than backward. Whatever else has changed about America in the past forty years, this particular school had not been standing still.

The scoreboard alone was something to behold. My brother, demonstrating the sort of humor that apparently runs in our family, arranged to have my freshman high school photograph displayed on its enormous video screen. There I was, a 14-year-old boy from Reagan's America, looking out over a football field in 2026. And there I was again, standing beneath it at 57, looking up at a face I hadn't worn in more than four decades.

THEN AND NOW — THE BYRON TIGERS SCOREBOARD



Haiku poet Thomas L. Vaultonburg on the Byron Tiger's Scorboards

There is something profoundly strange about seeing your younger self projected onto a screen that large. At fourteen, I had very little idea what kind of life I would have, what I would accomplish, what I would survive, or even who I would eventually become. I certainly couldn't have imagined returning to that same football field at 57 and seeing my own freshman photograph towering over the proceedings. The boy in the picture knew nothing about the next forty years. The man looking at him knew quite a bit. For a moment, the distance between us seemed both enormous and almost nonexistent.

And then there was the tiger head.

I don't know exactly what possessed me to put it on, except that I have never been particularly good at resisting opportunities for harmless absurdity. There is something wonderfully liberating about being an adult who no longer feels compelled to maintain an appearance of dignity at all times. At fourteen, I would have worried about what people thought of me. At 57, I was perfectly happy to walk around wearing an enormous tiger head. Perhaps that's progress. Or perhaps I've simply become more comfortable being the person I always was.

The Midnight Hour and the Small-Town America of 1985

Which brings me back to The Midnight Hour, the movie I missed that November evening in 1985. Directed by Jack Bender and written by William Bleich, the film premiered on ABC on Friday, November 1, from 9 to 11 p.m. Eastern. It starred Shari Belafonte, LeVar Burton, Lee Montgomery, Peter DeLuise, Dedee Pfeiffer, Jonna Lee, and several familiar character actors, including Kevin McCarthy, Dick Van Patten, and Kurtwood Smith. It was a made-for-television Halloween horror comedy, the sort of production that once occupied an important place in American popular culture before streaming services, endless cable channels, and the fragmentation of television audiences changed the way we experienced movies.

The story takes place in Pitchford Cove, Massachusetts, a fictional New England town with a history of witchcraft, buried secrets, and the usual collection of teenagers who don't fully appreciate the consequences of meddling with the supernatural. A group of high school friends steals costumes and artifacts from a local museum, discovers an ancient scroll, and unwittingly unleashes a curse that raises the dead. Soon the town is overrun with witches, vampires, zombies, and other creatures who have apparently decided that Halloween is an excellent opportunity to resume their social lives.

On paper, it sounds like a fairly conventional 1980s horror comedy. And in some respects it is. The teenagers are recognizable types, the supernatural mythology is cheerfully ridiculous, and the movie combines horror, comedy, romance, and music without worrying too much about whether all those elements belong together. There is even an elaborate musical number, "Get Dead," performed by Shari Belafonte, which owes a considerable debt to Michael Jackson's Thriller. The movie seems perfectly comfortable interrupting its supernatural apocalypse for a little singing and dancing. I admire that sort of confidence in a production.

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But what struck me when I finally watched The Midnight Hour around 2020 wasn't its horror elements or even its peculiar charm as a television movie. It was the atmosphere. The high school students, the Halloween decorations, the houses, the streets, the music, the clothes, the hairstyles, and the social rituals all seemed to belong to a world I recognized immediately. The movie was ostensibly set in New England, but it might just as easily have been set in the small Illinois towns I knew during the early 1980s. It captured something about the emotional geography of that period that I find increasingly difficult to describe to people who didn't experience it.

When Being a Nerd Wasn't a Fashion Statement

One of the things that modern nostalgia for the 1980s tends to overlook is that being a nerd or a geek wasn't necessarily considered desirable. Today, those identities have been absorbed into mainstream culture. Comic books dominate the movie industry, science fiction franchises generate billions of dollars, and people proudly identify themselves as geeks. There is an entire economy built around celebrating interests that once marked people as outsiders. But in the small-town America of my adolescence, those distinctions could carry considerably more social weight.

If you were interested in horror movies, comic books, science fiction, obscure music, or other pursuits that didn't fit comfortably into the prevailing social order, you might find yourself regarded as strange. There were certainly people who shared those interests, but finding them wasn't always easy. There was no internet to connect you with thousands of other people who liked the same things. You had your friends, the local library, whatever appeared on television, and the occasional discovery at a video rental store. The world was smaller in some ways, but it also contained an extraordinary amount of mystery.

Movies like The Midnight Hour understood the importance of high school social hierarchies because those hierarchies were such a dominant feature of teenage life. The athletes, the popular kids, the outsiders, the misfits, and the people who didn't quite belong all occupied recognizable positions. Those categories weren't absolute, and people moved between them, but the distinctions mattered. The idea that a shy or awkward teenager might become the hero of a supernatural adventure carried a certain emotional appeal. It offered the possibility that the qualities that made someone an outsider in ordinary life might become valuable under extraordinary circumstances.

I think that is one reason The Midnight Hour resonated with me so strongly when I finally saw it. It wasn't simply reminding me of the movies I watched as a teenager. It was reminding me of what it felt like to be that teenager.

Phil, Sandy, and the Girl From Another Time

At the center of The Midnight Hour is Phil Grenville, played by Lee Montgomery, a relatively unassuming high school student who becomes involved in the supernatural chaos after his friends awaken an ancient evil. Phil isn't the loudest or most socially dominant member of the group. He is thoughtful, somewhat awkward, and considerably more sympathetic than some of his companions. As the situation deteriorates, he encounters Sandy Matthews, played by Jonna Lee, a mysterious girl dressed as a cheerleader from the 1950s.

Sandy seems to belong to another era, which, as it turns out, she does. She helps Phil understand the supernatural threat and eventually becomes his romantic interest. Their relationship gives the movie an unexpectedly melancholy emotional center. Beneath the monsters, costumes, and musical numbers is a story about two young people separated by time. Phil belongs to the present, Sandy to the past, and their brief connection can exist only because the ordinary rules separating the living from the dead have temporarily been suspended.

The Midnight Hour (TV Movie 1985) - Jonna Lee as Sandy Matthews - IMDb

This is where I think the movie becomes more interesting than its modest ambitions might suggest. The supernatural premise allows Phil to encounter someone from a vanished world, someone who carries the manners, clothing, and emotional sensibilities of an earlier generation. Their relationship is impossible, but for a few hours it feels completely natural. The past has returned, not as a historical lesson or a collection of artifacts, but as a living presence capable of loving and being loved.

I must confess there was someone I have had a crush on since the third grade I was hoping to see Friday night. I didn't. Perhaps for the best. One happy memory and instance of reclaimed past may have been all i was allotted in this instance

When I watched the movie decades after its original broadcast, I found myself in a situation not entirely unlike Phil's. I was encountering a world that no longer existed, populated by people who looked and behaved like people I had known. The movie itself had become a kind of ghost, a surviving artifact of 1985 that could temporarily restore the atmosphere of a vanished moment. And because I hadn't seen it when it originally aired, it carried none of the specific memories that usually accompany a beloved childhood movie. Instead, it seemed to contain the general atmosphere of an entire period of my life.

I was nostalgic for a movie I had never seen.

The Ghosts of the 1950s Haunting the 1980s

One of the more interesting things about The Midnight Hour is the way it layers different periods of American history. Its central story takes place in the 1980s, but the town is haunted by events from centuries earlier, while Sandy brings the 1950s into the present. The film's soundtrack mixes contemporary sensibilities with older rock and soul music, including recordings associated with Wilson Pickett, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Sam the Sham and the Pharaohs, and Three Dog Night. Wolfman Jack even appears as a radio disc jockey, bringing his distinctive voice and the mythology of American rock-and-roll radio into the proceedings.

This blending of eras was particularly characteristic of the 1980s, a decade that was itself fascinated by the 1950s. Movies like Back to the Future, television shows like Happy Days, and the continued popularity of oldies music reflected a widespread cultural interest in an idealized postwar America. For teenagers growing up in the 1980s, the 1950s seemed impossibly distant, a world of sock hops, diners, letter jackets, and early rock and roll. Yet the adults around us had lived through that period, and its cultural influence remained everywhere.

Now, of course, the 1980s occupy a similar position in the popular imagination. Shows like Stranger Things reconstruct the decade through its clothing, music, technology, suburban landscapes, and adolescent social dynamics. For younger viewers, that world can seem exotic or charmingly primitive. For those of us who lived through it, the experience is more complicated. We recognize the details, but we also remember the things that don't translate easily into nostalgia: the anxieties, the social pressures, the loneliness, and the uncertainty of being young in a world that seemed to have already decided what kind of person you were supposed to become.

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A Halloween Movie That Understands the Meaning of Halloween

Halloween is a holiday built around the temporary collapse of boundaries. The living dress as the dead. Children become monsters. Ordinary neighborhoods become landscapes of imagined danger. People disguise themselves, adopt different identities, and briefly participate in a world where the usual rules no longer apply. The Midnight Hour takes that premise literally. When the dead rise from their graves, they enter a town already populated by people pretending to be supernatural creatures. For a while, nobody can distinguish the real monsters from the costumed partygoers.

There is a clever observation about appearances buried beneath the movie's comedy. Halloween allows people to become something other than themselves, but it also makes it difficult to recognize what anyone actually is. The undead blend into the festivities because the living have already disguised themselves as the dead. The boundary between reality and performance disappears. It is an idea that could have supported a much darker film, but The Midnight Hour is more interested in having fun with it.

The movie's relatively gentle tone is part of its appeal. This is not George Romero's vision of the apocalypse, with its dismemberments, social collapse, and increasingly hopeless assessment of human nature. The Midnight Hour belongs to a different tradition, one in which monsters can be frightening without becoming unbearable and the supernatural can be dangerous without eliminating the possibility of romance, humor, or redemption. It is a Halloween movie in the old-fashioned sense, designed to be enjoyed as part of the holiday rather than endured as an exercise in terror.

And yet its ending is genuinely bittersweet. Phil succeeds in reversing the curse, but doing so means losing Sandy, whose temporary return to the living world must come to an end. The supernatural adventure concludes, ordinary life resumes, and the past retreats to wherever it belongs. The final radio dedication suggests that their connection has not been entirely erased, but it cannot continue in the ordinary world. Phil has experienced something extraordinary, and now he must live with the memory.

That seems to me a remarkably appropriate ending for a movie about Halloween, and perhaps for a movie about nostalgia as well. The past can visit us. It cannot stay.

Returning to the Scene of the Memory

I've heard psychologists discuss the idea that returning to a place associated with difficult experiences and creating new, positive memories there can help change our emotional relationship with the past. I don't know how universally applicable that principle is, and I wouldn't suggest that a single pleasant afternoon can erase everything that happened decades earlier. But I do think there is something to it. Places acquire emotional significance through the things that happen to us there, and sometimes those associations remain long after the circumstances that produced them have disappeared.

My years at Byron High School were certainly not all negative. Far from it. There were friendships, discoveries, experiences, and moments of genuine happiness that I wouldn't trade for anything. But adolescence is a difficult period under even the best circumstances, and I was no exception. Like many teenagers, I spent a considerable amount of time trying to understand where I belonged, what other people expected of me, and how much of myself I was willing to surrender in order to fit in. Some of those questions followed me long after I graduated.

Returning to Byron High School at 57 gave me an opportunity to experience the place without those old pressures. I wasn't a student anymore. I wasn't trying to impress anyone, avoid anyone, or negotiate my position in the complicated social hierarchy of a small-town high school. I was simply a visitor, enjoying a football game, spending time with my brother, and exploring a building that had once occupied such a large part of my world. The experience was unexpectedly liberating.

Wearing the Byron Tigers mascot head at 57

Forty-one years after my last Byron Tigers football game, I finally got to wear the tiger head.

And perhaps the most encouraging thing was discovering that the school itself had continued to evolve. The students attending Byron High School today inhabit a world radically different from the one I knew. They have access to technology, facilities, and opportunities that would have seemed almost futuristic to us. The football program has achieved extraordinary success, and the institution appears to have developed a confidence and ambition that reflect those accomplishments. Whatever difficulties contemporary America may be experiencing, there are still places where people are building things, improving institutions, and giving young people reasons to believe in the future.

It would be easy to romanticize the school I attended in the 1980s, just as it would be easy to romanticize the decade itself. But nostalgia can become a trap when it convinces us that everything worthwhile happened in the past. The Byron High School I visited in 2026 wasn't a diminished version of the one I remembered. In many respects, it was a better one. That seems worth celebrating.

The Boy on the Scoreboard

Of everything that happened during my visit, the image of my freshman photograph on the scoreboard will probably stay with me the longest. There was something simultaneously ridiculous and moving about seeing that face displayed above the football field. My brother had intended it as a joke, and it was a good one. But it also produced an unexpected moment of recognition.

My freshman photograph displayed on the Byron Tigers football scoreboard in October 2026

My brother put my freshman photograph on the Byron Tigers scoreboard. Fourteen years old again, at least for a moment.

I was looking at a boy who hadn't yet encountered most of the experiences that would define his life. He didn't know the people he would meet, the books he would write, the places he would go, or the things he would lose. He was living in a small Illinois town during the Reagan administration, surrounded by the particular cultural atmosphere of the early 1980s. He liked strange movies, unusual ideas, and things that didn't always make sense to the people around him. He was trying to figure out how to become himself.

I suppose I could tell him that everything would work out, but that wouldn't be entirely accurate. Some things worked out. Some didn't. There were successes, disappointments, unexpected turns, and experiences I never could have anticipated. But I could tell him that he would eventually reach an age when he no longer felt obligated to apologize for being interested in the things that interested him. And that one day he would return to the same football field, see his picture on an enormous scoreboard, and put on a tiger mascot head simply because the opportunity presented itself.

I think he would have liked that.

The Midnight Hour and the Strange Business of Going Home

The more I think about The Midnight Hour, the more appropriate it seems that I missed its original broadcast because I was attending a high school football game. The movie is about teenagers in a small town, the persistence of the past, and the strange ways people from different periods can briefly encounter one another. Its central romance involves a boy from the 1980s and a girl from the 1950s, two people whose lives ordinarily could never have intersected. Their meeting is possible only because Halloween has temporarily suspended the usual boundaries between past and present.

My return to Byron High School wasn't quite so supernatural, although seeing my fourteen-year-old face towering over the football field came close. But it produced a similar sensation of different periods of my life occupying the same space. The boy from 1985 and the man from 2026 were both present in some peculiar way, separated by forty-one years but connected by a place that had survived us both.

When I finally watched The Midnight Hour around 2020, I had no idea that I would eventually return to Byron High School and attend another football game. I certainly didn't know that my brother would put my freshman photograph on the scoreboard or that I would end up wearing the mascot head. But those experiences now seem inseparable from the movie. The fictional town of Pitchford Cove and the very real town of Byron, Illinois, have become connected in my memory, along with dozens of other movies, television programs, songs, and experiences from that period.

This is one of the things I find most fascinating about popular culture. A movie doesn't have to be a masterpiece to become meaningful. Sometimes its importance has less to do with its artistic accomplishments than with the memories and associations it awakens. The Midnight Hour is an entertaining, occasionally silly, unexpectedly touching made-for-television horror movie. I wouldn't place it alongside Romero's original Living Dead trilogy as a major achievement in horror cinema. But it accomplishes something that many more ambitious films cannot. It preserves the atmosphere of a particular time and place so effectively that watching it can feel like visiting a world that has disappeared.

And in my case, it preserved a world I was actually living in on the night it premiered, even though I wasn't watching.

Forty-One Years Later

There is a temptation, as we get older, to imagine that the past was somehow more authentic than the present. The music was better, the movies were better, the communities were closer, and people understood things that subsequent generations have forgotten. I don't entirely subscribe to that view. There were wonderful things about growing up in the 1980s, but there were also plenty of things I wouldn't care to experience again. The world was smaller, and that could be both comforting and suffocating. Being different could be difficult. Information was harder to find. Opportunities were limited by geography, circumstance, and the expectations of the people around you.

But I wouldn't trade my experience of growing up in that world for anything. The isolation encouraged curiosity. The scarcity of information made discoveries feel important. The absence of an enormous online community meant that finding someone who shared your interests could feel like a minor miracle. Movies, books, records, and television programs weren't simply entertainment. They were ways of discovering that other people, somewhere beyond the boundaries of your little town, might see the world the way you did.

That's what movies like The Midnight Hour represent to me now. Not simply a collection of familiar hairstyles, clothes, songs, and cultural references, but an entire way of experiencing the world. A world in which a teenager might spend Friday night at a football game, come home to a house with a handful of television channels, and have no idea that a Halloween movie was being broadcast that he wouldn't discover for another thirty-five years.

And somehow, forty-one years later, that same teenager could return to the same football field, stand beneath an enormous photograph of his younger self, and discover that the place he remembered had become something new.

Maybe that's the real lesson of The Midnight Hour. The past isn't something we can permanently recover, and perhaps we shouldn't want to. We can visit it through memories, movies, photographs, music, and the occasional return to a place that once mattered to us. We can acknowledge the things that hurt, appreciate the things that were wonderful, and recognize that the people we used to be are still part of us, even when we barely recognize their faces.

And sometimes we can make new memories in old places.

On November 1, 1985, I attended a Byron Tigers football game instead of watching The Midnight Hour. On October 9, 2026, I returned to Byron High School for another football game, almost forty-one years later. Somewhere between those two evenings, I grew up, got older, wrote some books, watched an enormous number of horror movies, and eventually discovered the peculiar little Halloween film I had missed.

I also learned that you can go home again, although the home you return to may be very different from the one you left.

And if somebody offers you a tiger mascot head, put it on.

You never know when you'll get another chance.

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Sunday, February 11, 2018

A Few Fantasy Novels Banned At My High School During the Satanic Panic

During the rabid years of the Satanic Panic, circa 1983, they started removing books from the Byron High School library, then eventually cracked down on anyone playing Dungeons and Dragons on school property or reading "objectionable" books on school grounds. All  weekend I've been trying to recreate in my memory a list of a few of those books. Then I did what I always do: I went to Ebay and Abe Books and started buying those books for my library. Surprisingly, after that episode in my teen years I never read sci fi or fantasy at all, but for the past year I've been playing Dungeons and Dragons on Tuesday nights and my interest has been rekindled.

Before I list the books I must relate another memory that puts it in a little more perspective for me. At that time we got a young librarian from NIU who was young enough to notice a bunch of us were hanging out during lunch and playing D and D instead of shooting baskets or outside smoking. He asked us what types of books we were interested in the library acquiring, and he got requests from a lot of us. 

We were overjoyed, and started checking the books out.

Others were apparently not overjoyed, and a few weeks into the books arriving they were pulled from the library shelves and never returned. Then we were banned from playing Dungeons and Dragons on school grounds, and eventually many of us bought the books on our own but soon found out they were banned on school property, also.


1) Hobgoblin- John Coyne. Hobgoblin is the first of the books I remember having read. It's about a teen who loses himself in a character he plays in a fictional RPG named Hobgoblin. Apparently Coyne had seen his nephew playing Dungeons and Dragons and wondered what it would be like to write a novel where a character actually came to life. I haven't read anything else by this author, but he was known for some lurid material, and there is some sex and violence in this book. Not as much as in about a thousand other books in the library no one was complaining about, but Rona Jaffe's Mazes and Monsters had really started a frenzy. Speaking of. The second book I bought was...


2) Mazes and Monsters. Rona Jaffe. I learned a new term today. Problem novel. The social novel, also known as the social problem (or social protest) novel, is a "work of fiction in which a prevailing social problem, such as gender, race, or class prejudice, is dramatized through its effect on the characters of a novel". For some reason AIDS wasn't considered a problem during the Reagan administration, but role playing games and fantasy novels were. 

We came back for the Spring semester, and the young librarian was no longer there. For the first time there were now electronic chutes at the door which monitored the egress of books with a chip. Whereas before the congregating of a few nerds in tha back room was of no interest to anyone, our gathering was now scrutinized closely.

What I can tell you about that group of kids is that one of them became a high-ranking Marine officer, more than one, and even more than two made a lot of money in Silicon Valley, and the one who came closest to freaking out and becoming like a character in one of these "problem books" now lives on one of the most hum drum and Pleasantville roads in this town. That would be me. And I'm still contemplating flipping out and just entering a fantasy game one evening and not returning at nearly 50. Here's a few of the other books I have already ordered or will still be ordering.


3) Magician. Raymond Feist. At Crydee, Pug, an orphan boy is apprenticed to a master magician. Suddenly the Kingdom is aswarm with alien invaders, destroying the peace of the kingdom. Pug and his friend Tomas are swept up into the conflict, with Pug's destiny leading him through a rift to a new world.

That sounds vaguely familiar to me, but I'm not sure if I finished this one. Just ordered it from Abe Books. Saw copies selling for several hundred dollars, but I settled on a more economical book club version. Here are a few of the others I remember.


4) The Mists of Avalon. Marion Zimmer Bradley. In this one the Camelot and King Arthur legend is told from the perspective of the female characters. Morgan la Fey is less of an evil witch bent on destroying the Knights of the Round Table than a druid priestess trying to save her pagan religion from zealous Christian barbarians. I wonder why they didn't like this one.


5) The Crystal Cave. Mary Stewart. In this one, written before the ohers, I think in 1979, the Arturian legend is told throuh the eyes of Merlin. This is the first of a trilogy, and is about his adolescent years and travels as he comes into his own as the sorcerer and prophet he is. This isn't my copy. I haven't bought it yet.


6) Sanctuary. Edited by Robert Lynn Asprin. 22 stories of heroic fantasy including: The Gate of the Flying Knives, by Poul Anderson; Blood Brothers; by Joe Haldeman; Looking for Satan, by Vonda N. McIntyre; The Secret of the Blue Star, by Marion Zimmer Bradley; Myrtis, by Christine DeWees; The Price of Doing Business, by Robert Asprin; Shadowspawn, by Andrew J. Offutt; Shadow's Pawn, by Andrew J. Offutt; The Face of Chaos, by Lynn Abbey; Sentences of Death, by John Brunner; To Guard the Guardians, by Robert Asprin; Vashanka's Minion, by Janet Morris; The Dream of the Sorceress, by A. E. van Vogt; The Fruit of Enlibar, by Lynn Abbey; Goddess, by David Drake; Spiders of the Purple Mage, by Philip José Farmer; A Man and His God, by Janet Morris; Then Azyuna Danced, by Lynn Abbey; The Rhinoceros and the Unicorn, by Diana L. Paxson; The Vivisectionist, by Andrew J. Offutt; A Gift in Parting, by Robert Asprin; Ischade, by C. J. Cherryh. Also includes maps of Thieves' World, introductions, and essays.

This one I'm looking forward to getting and reading. Maybe again. 


7) The Chronicles of Amber. Roger Zelazny. The Chronicles of Amber is a series of fantasy novels by American writer Roger Zelazny. The main series consists of two story arcs, each five novels in length. Additionally, there are a number of Amber short stories and other works.
The Amber stories take place in two contrasting "true" worlds, Amber and Chaos, and in shadow worlds (Shadows) that lie between the two. These shadows, including our Earth, are parallel worlds that exist in, and were created from, the tension between opposing magical forces of Amber and Chaos. The Courts of Chaos are situated at the very edge of an Abyss. Members of the royal family of Amber, after walking a Pattern that is central to Amber, can travel freely through the Shadows. While traveling (shifting) between Shadows, one can alter reality or create a new reality by choosing which elements of which Shadows to keep or add, and which to subtract. Nobles of the Courts of Chaos who have traversed the Logrus are similarly able to travel through Shadow.
Ordered those last night. 

When I talked about this to one of my Planescape buddies, also a child of the 80's, he told me about the Streisand Effect, whereby when you try to erase something from the memory of others it just creates the opposite phenomenon, and the thing becomes even more powerful. This is a list of books I may very well have read, enjoyed, and not remembered very much at all if there hadn't been some concerted effort to make them off limits to me, to demonize their content. The effort was even more insidious now that I think back about it because what they were really trying to do is get me to censor myself, to passively accept their introjects and their sense of morality and never question it again. The censor would become internal, and I would have believed it was really me, not them. 

A few weeks into that second semester I was suspended for continuing to bring these books in. I had gone as far as to ask for them from a book club for Christmas, and would share them with anyone who was interested. It has been a lot of fun for me reclaiming these memories from the void, and like the character in The Chronicles of Amber who has amnesia, seeing the books laid out before me in a growing pattern as I remember one after the other. Some of these are most decidedly not literary classics, but I hope you, too, will pick one up and read it, whether the ghost of Edwin Meese likes it or not. 
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